why things are how they are, why situations should go beyond our control. Hell, I even feel emotions that are bigger than myself now, and I don't know what to make of them! Why are we made to feel love for people that can very well pretend that we don't exist? Why must we ache? Why, why, why?
...hihihi....very well said mybitch, my answer to that is because life just sucks! big time!
we are in a place of mourning when we have taken this shot but shudi jud mailhan kay all smiles.. bastosin ang show.. like father like daughter.. hihi
this one pic here was taken last may 2009, we were riding on a bus (that's why it has that certain hair effect).. but picture2x gihapon oi..
taken this Aug 2009, 4 days ago.. papadearie was busy texting and stuff and m busy taking pixes of us.. hhmm, papa is like oldie na jud.. nyahahaha.. but i love this guy so so so damn mucho:)
Dear Jordan,
This is the story of the first and last time I ever fell in love with the beautiful, complicated, fascinating woman who inhabits my soul. I am pretty sure you are gonna leave me tomorrow so I better say this while I have the chance. Whether we are together or apart, you will always be the woman in my life. The only man I ever envy is the man who wins your heart and I always believe that it is my destiny to be that man. If we never see each other again and you are out walking one day and you feel a certain presence beside you..that will be me..loving you wherever I am.
Love,
Charlie
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hhmmm.. isn't this the best love letter ever??? haay.. i really like love letters and this one here from My Sassy Girl nails it..!
……i love Taylor Swift since last year and i know that one of the jonas bros has taken her heart but i was like “quebz..” i don’t find them cute and they look like a bunch of babies for me.. they are not men enough (haha).. but just recently, my cousin accidentally downloaded one of their songs (when you look me in the eyes) in my phone and i was like hooked!! ug sa dihang gi-RT (ringtone) jud dayon ang show.. haha!! and i find myself listening to this song everyday.. (yeah, it is already a sickness.. hihi.. and the words of the song make me fall over and over and over.. the songwriter has gone down deep to the very core of my heart.. haha!! i just love this song to the nth power!)
and right now is my RD.. .. and it is so freakin boring so while listening to this song, i find myself making some crappy mugna2x story again.. hhmmm…
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Her hair is still damp from shower but she is already sweating. And the conversation heats up. He is breathing heavily now and those eyes that are once so tender, look cold at this moment. She can’t meet his gaze. She wet her lips and said in a voice almost a whisper “I don’t wanna sound insensitive but i just think it is for the best.” And then there was a long silence… so silent that it is beginning to make her deaf. It is as if life has been slowly sucked out from her. she took a deep breath and added “..I am doing this for you.. for us..” her voice trailed off…
And then he cursed and said “seriously, do you expect me to believe that?!” She can see his jaw hardened as he added “if being us really means something to you.. then you should at least be honest.. you owe it to me.. ” He must have been so furious right now and her heart aches with the thought that she is actually hurting the one guy her whole being has been in love with.. her heart aches even more with the thought that he thinks she just lead him on when in reality, he is even the only person she can think of day in, day out.
She can feel hot tears heading their way down her face. GOD! How she wants to hug this guy right now so tight and make the moment freeze forever but she can’t. And that is the fact that she has to live with. She has to stay away. She has to pull herself together and be firm. She swallowed hard before saying “I don’t expect you to understand right now but my decision is final..” Her voice cracked. OMG! This won’t do. She is on the verge of breaking down. She has to walk away right now while she still can. But as she turned away, he caught her arm and he made her face him. He tilted her head to meet his gaze. She closed her eyes.. she does not want him to see right through her. And as she keeps her eyes shut, she heard him say “I need you..because i love you..” And when he hugged her so tight, she can take it no more. She hugged him back and said nothing. She said nothing.. she just hugged him back and she knew.. she can never leave him.. ever…
—– ug sa dihang mao ra to.. boW! hhmm, gikapoy nako huna2x unsa sunod.. ending na to.. hihi..
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If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
And when I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go, cause
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright, (it's alright)
When you're right here by my side. (by my side)
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven. (oh)
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh yeah oh whoa yeah
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