("v") LOVE STORY ("v")

I was riding on a minibus, almost dozing off because my head aches so bad.. work is tough.. hhmm, that is an understatement.. work is the devil that makes me wish i am never born.. but then a song played on.. full blast that i cannot make out a word the artist is singing (except for Romeo&Juliet. hihi) but i know for sure it is by Taylor Swift because i know her voice by heart.. hihi.. i then googled its lyrics and watched it on youtube a few days after and i fell in love with the song.. plus, Taylor Swift is very pretty in the vid.. lol.... (Taylor Swift is the only all-american beauty i find as attractive)

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We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;
Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone. I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone. I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel; This love is difficult, but it's real. Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess. It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"
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I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone. I keep waiting for you but you never come. Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone. I love you and that's all I really know. I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress; It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'


" UG NAGKADAYON SILA.. YIPEE!! "

...and the official music video...




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do you know how it feels like when your heart is bleeding?
i know I DO.. *sniff*

FEB 4 (can time stop?)

(my twenty-f*ckin-five year old self is signing off)

Glitter Graphics Maker & MySpace Layouts

LAST GOODBYE (b-day jitters)

Just a few more hours to go and I'll be a year older. I think I have to “clean up my closet”.. as Girlthing puts it “now it’s time that I say my last goodbye coz there is no more tears to cry” I feel so weak but alive.. crazy but sane.. empty but happy.. are there such feelings all in one time? Maybe I am just being optimistic.. scared of becoming jaded. Or maybe I am just demented.. nyahahaha..! I wonder what’s in store for me this year.. I have never even imagined of becoming older than 23.. I want to stay 23 as much as possible but I hate to break it to myself.. I can’t stay 23…….. Come to think of it, I don’t even know why I like to be 23 forever.. What’s with 23? Maybe because Plumb’s Real is so damn nice.. hihi..Seriously, I think I like being 23 because that was the time I experienced ‘awakening’ (that he’s no Prince Charming and that I am most definitely not Cinderella and that in the real world, there aren’t always fairy tale endings [or beginnings for that matter] and that any guarantee of ‘happily ever after’ must begin with me) Well, I guess I’ll just have to embrace life as it is.. enjoy it while I still can.. the question is do I want to? Of course I should… like I said, any guarantee of ‘happily ever after’ must begin with me…

To my parents:
Tanchu! I hope you would be more understanding..hihi.. Even if you can never read this blog of mine (you don't even know this exists..hihi), even if I say nothing and even if I seem to always go my way, i hope you can feel that I love you..and that I can even offer my life for you both any time of day.. If you would only try and listen what i don't say (because what you hear is just my pride talking..), if you would only see right through me, (coz i act differently from what I really feel) then you'll know that my one wish is for me to become someone you both can always be proud of.

To my BBF:
Ambot nnu..keep on bitchin..thanks for the laugh

To that one guy - my bf:
Thanks for making me smile, for giving me courage and for your patience..and regarding Sinulog night incident, thanks for the gesture, really love the flowers eventhough they are roses and not sunflowers :). Appreciate it greatly. You are right, I seem to not know what i was texing. hihi. And m glad because I seem to make you smile too.. i'll always be here for you as long as you will let me.