FEBRUARY 17, 2008

“that day was a let down.. but I survived still.. isn’t it amazing?
– it’s when I hurt the most I swear I’m okay --”

We had that CFC Cluster Assembly in my Hometown and what a day it was.. I was like dragged by my parents (since they are active cfc members) to join so even if I don’t like to (coz I know cfc members are the only ones attending those kind of churva).. i just attended… beforehand, I texd my sfc friends to join so that it won’t be boring.. Some of them replied yes.. and at 1 plus pm, I was already there and all the participants were CFC members (as expected).. I felt like crying.. “what on earth am I doing here”?? I didn’t bother to go inside the conference room for the activity and boy was I glad that my parents were busy they weren’t able to notice my absence in the area.. I just made tambay outside and took the liberty of admiring nature once again and I took some pixes..

I pitied this dying leaf.. it needs some TLC. “rain, won’t you pour down on me?” it says.

This is just a very ordinary path.. but it looks nice and somehow, there’s more to it than meets the eye…

This pic of the plant clinging on to the wall reminds me of how people often use other people to be able to climb up the ladder of success… how annoying is that?!

Well, moon and sun.. they really have that certain effect on me.. it’s like a fixation.. hek hek.. and my mother always says people who like those have certain brain defects.. well, what do you know Ma.. maybe I have one.. ha ha ha!

In reality, this is very ‘ew’ looking.. but look at it closely, isn’t it a very picture of how GOD’s creation should be admired? People always ask for miracles everyday but these things.. like the sun setting down or those ripples like in the pic, are miracles that people just did not pay to notice at all.. these things are what made our black&white lives colorful enough to live by..

I do not know how to use photoshop or those other churva to edit pixes so to have an effect, I just moved my phone after hitting the click button to capture and it did not succeed in giving the effect that I want but I don’t like my effort to go to waste so might as well just post this pic also.. hek hek...

Behind that blurry picture of some budding flower is a nice and full bloomed one.. sometimes, it is better to look beyond inorder to see something nicer.. better..

These kids are not kfc members or kids of cfc members…
they are just kids present in the area.. they look kindda cute playing without a care in the world.. and they are so yagit.. but they are still nice to look at..
Innocent and Sweet.. like LIL ANGELS who took off their wings for just a day to be with us mere mortals and to shed some goodness in this messed up society of ours..

Okay.. enough of those senti churva about those pixes.. finally.. after 2 hours..
imagine that?!! 2 long, agonizing hours of being alone with those plants and GOD knows what else.. sfc members have decidd to show up.. and all we did?
Well.. we just made chika outside.. did not bother to listen even a bit of the talk inside the conference room.. *evilness*
a stolen shot.. hi hi hi.. they did not notice at all..:)

Inside the conference room..
the cfc members.. so engrossed with the talk..
engrossed or… maybe they are sleeping because it is b-o-r-i-n-g.. joke..! sorry LORD..:)

A picture of Atan’s cp.. his phone if only it could talk..
I bet it will scream and wail to have the care and attention it badly needs from its owner..

“The activity is now coming to an end” … cfc members gave praises..

The sfc members? Well.. still on to their chikahay ever

Ug ni-pose na jud cla..

“Carms.. picture beh.. sayang au amo pamorma ron tapos walai mga sisters na taga lain dapit.. pulos ra taga-catmon..”

Nah hala.. cge.. smile mo Do!!!!
Pagpasenxahi na lang nnu ang mga dagway namo, sa taga-catmon na sisters.. puol na au noh.. nyahahahahaha…!

Ready to go…

“Ma, Pa, pwede q bilin usa with the sfc members? Ari pa cla venue, ga-chika gihapon.. huhuhu.. kuyog lang q nila.. waaahhh!!! Cge nah.. mag-binut-an q for a week..” joke

Ug sa dihang wala madala hangyo oi.. *sniff*
I wonder what they will do pa ddto sa venue.. (????) bad trip
On the way home…

And that day has ended.. like I said.. that day was a let down.. but it is okay.. and why it was a let down? Kay wala q kita sa bag-o na Naruto Shippudden, na-delete my Supernatural downloads and wala pa jud mokuyog berlang kay nag-date.. hmp! waahh.. joke lang.. hek hek..


It has been days since the last time I updated this blog.. or even visited this nine-tailed churva.. because I’ve been contemplating.. mau gain wala mauwi sa suicide ang pag-contemplate..nyahahaha.. seriously, I read the entry before this.. the one on valetines and I feel bad.. I wanna delete that entry.. it is so negative and so not right to talk about love and about people that way.. love should be remained a mystery and shouldn’t be analyzed.. It’s Mysterious and not even those Science Icons can give light to it and I guess that’s the beauty of it..

..but I guess that entry will stay to remind me never to speak ill of love again..