AT THE PRECIPICE, WE CHANGE

The binignit my cousin RJ has bought is slowly becoming very thick as i continually stared on my blog. I don't think i will eat it afterwards because it is now cold and very unappealing... I have lost my appetite. But who cares about my appetite.. at this point, i can only think about what Keanu Reeves has said in his movie "The Day the Earth Stood Still".. he said "at the precipice, we change..." The more i think about it, the more i believe in it. Now i pray that GOD would annihilate everyone and destroy everything on earth. Maybe then, even for just a sec, we would really know how to value life.. we would know what love really is all about.. we would learn the importance of everyone we hold dear.. we would genuinely repent and would see that worldly things never matter. People nowadays are sooo engrossed about the latest tech that is out in the market. For attention and fame, they are so concerned about looks that they would even spend loads of money just to alter themselves. Money is so powerful that it can even buy one's soul and in the process, worldly things are more valued than people. Loved-ones are the last on priorities' list.. hell, loved-ones can even be replaced nowadays. It is a very sad thing but it seems like it cannot be helped.. People need saving.. I wanna live so bad and appreciate life but it is very difficult when the things you see and experience are all negative. Trust is no longer in the picture because everyone tends to say a word and do things the other way around. People just play people on may it be for love or for success. People tend to forget that in the brink of disaster, we can never depend on looks, on money, on those brand new tech but on those people we hold dear that are just kept in the shadows and are forgotten.. taken for granted. I don't condemn those drug addicts, those chain-smokers and heavy-drinkers because i know the reason why most of them have become dependent on those things.. the reason is because they have been abandoned by love and because of pain, they wanna forget.. when they are high, when they are drunk and with each smoke they inhaled.. the world seems to be a better place and when everything subsides, it is not anymore... the world becomes hell again so they have to go and drink again, smoke again.. get high again. It is not a good thing to do and such realization is not right but who can blame them? It is almost like you are buried 6 feet under when you have a heart that has no home.. when you are needing the people you love so bad but they are out of view. Human beings are soo complex and because of the complexities, we have successfully developed the world but at the same time, made it rotten.